it is true, i get a great present on my bday although it it late~it is the great present i had receive~tat present is u ~
i dun think tat we will together,u love me more than i love u,ur love more than my expectation~
bcoz of tis,u make me confuse,i try to tell myself,dun make u angry n dissapointed,but i dunno how many time did i hurt u,i dunno how many time i let u dissapointed,but u never release ur anger to me . This make me so touch,i reli dun understand ,y u can accept an emo person like me ,i keep on release my anger on u but u dint blame on me.when i do any wrong thing,u juz forgiv me,the reason is ,u too love me~rmb tat day u say tat u very tired,actually i noe wat u think,tat doesn't bring the meaning "tired",it bring another meaning but u din tell me,u choose to tell other ppl and lie on me,do u noe wat is my feeling,i try to believe wat u tell me but i cant do it,i dunno y,may be i reli too love u n dun wan u miss from my hand...i reli dunno ,how long can us walk together?u too kind ,i too emo,u keep on tolerate me but i keep on release my anger on u..i cant imagine tat if u explore in one day,wat will happen on u n me...
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Ntg to do
I dint play blog for a long time ad.This should be the happy thing.I will only go blog when i was sad n nobody want hear about me.I reli nid to thx all my fren for giving me nice day everyday.
I found that a weird feeling come toward me,i not sure wat is tat feeling,is love?or juz a habit?i also dunno,may be i nid to analyse first then i juz will noe~
I found that a weird feeling come toward me,i not sure wat is tat feeling,is love?or juz a habit?i also dunno,may be i nid to analyse first then i juz will noe~
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Suffering~
Omg~I start suffering in my sem 2..midterm test+assignment,haiz..I cant relax so much liao,i must start study and do my assignment,i dun wan any last minute work in my sem 2..
i found that i become happier n happier ad,i dunno y..may be all trouble around me has been settle, and i reli start to change my lifestyle..^^
i found that i become happier n happier ad,i dunno y..may be all trouble around me has been settle, and i reli start to change my lifestyle..^^
Monday, November 23, 2009
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omg..i getting lazier and lazier.I no mood to study at all,how i goin to face my mid-term test...arghh...my computer wan gg liao...sad
Saturday, November 21, 2009
The truth of the world
Yesterday i went to KL watched 2012..Before goin watch at cinema,i watch it before at my home,the first time and the second time i watch 2012 i found the same thing,the ugliness of human being,but i also found that the exist of love...there were so many scene about family love,it was so touch...By the time i watch 2012,i miss my parent,sisters and brother,i thinking that what will i do if tomorrow is last day of the world?I just know that,i will stay beside my family accompany them and i must tell them i love them and apologize to them because i hurt them before..
I hate the ugliness,foolish,greedy and selfish of people but this is the truth..The ugliness of human being will totally showed out when reach the end of the world and there is no wrong of human being ugliness..If i get the ticket to the big ship,i must give it to my family..Because i don't want to leave them and i just escape from the doomsday..But,i really will do that when doomsday coming soon?At that time,will my ugliness control me?I believe i won't let my ugliness control me..
If there is a doomsday on 2012,i must treat my parent well starting now..I will appreciate what i have now..And i must thanks what my family give me..Thank you so much..2012 let me understand more and more knowledge that i can't learn in my university and book..2012 such a nice movie,especially the part of FAMILY LOVE..♥
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i want to sorry to somebody..You say that you won't blame me but i will more comfortable if u blame on me,i can feel you loneliness,sry about it..
This is the last time i said sorry to you,so please don't angry because i know u don't want me say sorry to you because you think that not my fault..
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Thanks my beloved frens,chia ,kui chie and san,give me such wonderful friday,really thx a lot..muackz ..♥
I hate the ugliness,foolish,greedy and selfish of people but this is the truth..The ugliness of human being will totally showed out when reach the end of the world and there is no wrong of human being ugliness..If i get the ticket to the big ship,i must give it to my family..Because i don't want to leave them and i just escape from the doomsday..But,i really will do that when doomsday coming soon?At that time,will my ugliness control me?I believe i won't let my ugliness control me..
If there is a doomsday on 2012,i must treat my parent well starting now..I will appreciate what i have now..And i must thanks what my family give me..Thank you so much..2012 let me understand more and more knowledge that i can't learn in my university and book..2012 such a nice movie,especially the part of FAMILY LOVE..♥
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i want to sorry to somebody..You say that you won't blame me but i will more comfortable if u blame on me,i can feel you loneliness,sry about it..
This is the last time i said sorry to you,so please don't angry because i know u don't want me say sorry to you because you think that not my fault..
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Thanks my beloved frens,chia ,kui chie and san,give me such wonderful friday,really thx a lot..muackz ..♥
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
To:Fei Yang
Yesterday(16.11.2009) is you left us and go the the other place's 100 days...In this 100 days,many thing were happen,all the thing is unpredictable..In that time,i try my best to put down all thing about you,i did it but just for few days only,after a few days,i found that i still can't put down..My mind keep on thinking about you.I still remember that when u haven't leave us,you will always back me up..Now, i really miss your sound,your background,and all the thing about you...The thing make me memorable is your laughing sound..I still remember that by the time i tell you i cant go KL with you because of my parent not allow me go,that time you smile at me and say if you ask permission from my parent,did they will let me go,hehe...i can't forget your 'hehe'..
I really miss you so much..I got many thing want to tell you..I will always remember you...
I really miss you so much..I got many thing want to tell you..I will always remember you...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
My Birthday~~
Friday, November 13, 2009
MId-term~2012~Promise
Mid-term is coming soon but i still lazy to study..i dunno y?I look like a pig now,keep on sleep and sleep and eat.Everyday i tell myself,i should be study hard for my mid-term coz i want be much better than last sem..BUT..may be i tell myself too many time liao,make it no use to me ad..kaka>.<
Many ppl say that 2012 damn nice,i hopefully i can watch tat movie..i reli wan to watch me..
2012 W8 FOR ME.....
I COMING....
2 more days is my bday but ,i can predict that tat day should be quite alone for me,i think no ppl celebrate with me..it will juz seem like past few year,no ppl celebrate with me except my lovely family..
but this year my family not around me,so who will celebrate with me??
Now,i just realize that the word family is meaningful and important for me.
Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You
I miss my mum and dad,long time din't saw both of them ad..
Dad and mum,i promise both of you,i will get a better result compare to last sem,i will try all my best to do all this thing..I reli dun wan make u all disappointed again coz i make u all disappointed too many time ad..
I PROMISE....
2 days.....
Many ppl say that 2012 damn nice,i hopefully i can watch tat movie..i reli wan to watch me..
2012 W8 FOR ME.....
I COMING....
2 more days is my bday but ,i can predict that tat day should be quite alone for me,i think no ppl celebrate with me..it will juz seem like past few year,no ppl celebrate with me except my lovely family..
but this year my family not around me,so who will celebrate with me??
Now,i just realize that the word family is meaningful and important for me.
Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You
I miss my mum and dad,long time din't saw both of them ad..
Dad and mum,i promise both of you,i will get a better result compare to last sem,i will try all my best to do all this thing..I reli dun wan make u all disappointed again coz i make u all disappointed too many time ad..
I PROMISE....
2 days.....
Thursday, November 12, 2009
~Friend~
Anyone can tell me the true meaning of friend?
Friend is a person give you hand when you needed?
or
Friend is a person who borrow you he/she shoulder when you need?
or
Friend is a person who give you warm when you are cold?
OR
Friend is a person who treat you hot and cold?
or
Friend is a person who will come to find you when he/she need you as well?
or
Friend is a person treat you like a idiot?
So
Who can tell me the true meaning of friend?
Who can tell me how to choose a friend?
Who can tell me in this world got any true friendship?
Who can prove to me his/her friendship?
Friend!!
Friend!!
Friend!!
It is quite difficult to find the word "friend" and "friendship" in my "dictionary" now..
I can't found any definition about "friend" and "friendship" in my dictionary now..
**3 days more**
Friend is a person give you hand when you needed?
or
Friend is a person who borrow you he/she shoulder when you need?
or
Friend is a person who give you warm when you are cold?
OR
Friend is a person who treat you hot and cold?
or
Friend is a person who will come to find you when he/she need you as well?
or
Friend is a person treat you like a idiot?
So
Who can tell me the true meaning of friend?
Who can tell me how to choose a friend?
Who can tell me in this world got any true friendship?
Who can prove to me his/her friendship?
Friend!!
Friend!!
Friend!!
It is quite difficult to find the word "friend" and "friendship" in my "dictionary" now..
I can't found any definition about "friend" and "friendship" in my dictionary now..
**3 days more**
Monday, November 9, 2009
Sunday, November 8, 2009
webpage design~Countdown
webpage design make me so blur....haiz...my brainjuice dry liao also dunno do wrong at where...haiz..
7 more days....
7 more days....
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Turning
Tell me you love me
Tell me that you're mine again
tell me you won't turn away
Turn like the season
Tell me that you're mine again
tell me you won't turn away
Turn like the season
Turn back to me once again
Circling all the way
Once you were my blue-eyed prince
Walking love from an endless sleep
You made all of my wishes come true
Turning all of my dreams into you
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
But lately i'm losing sleep
Someone else is in your eyes
Won't you turn back to me my love
Won' you stop telling me lies
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
It is a chance ,a romance
It's a dance we do
Turning in circle we go
Turning like the season
Turning back to me once again
Never let me go
Tell me you love me
Tell me that you're mine again
Tell me you won't turn away
Turn like the season
Turn back to me once again
Circling all the way
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
All my life with you..
Once you were my blue-eyed prince
Walking love from an endless sleep
You made all of my wishes come true
Turning all of my dreams into you
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
But lately i'm losing sleep
Someone else is in your eyes
Won't you turn back to me my love
Won' you stop telling me lies
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
It is a chance ,a romance
It's a dance we do
Turning in circle we go
Turning like the season
Turning back to me once again
Never let me go
Tell me you love me
Tell me that you're mine again
Tell me you won't turn away
Turn like the season
Turn back to me once again
Circling all the way
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
All my life with you..
Dreamcatcher
Loss N gain
wat i loss before,i gain it back now..at least i wont feel any regret anymore..from the loss n gain i learn that how to be a soloman...so believe wat u see n dun believe wat other ppl say,believe wat u know n dun believe the rumour,believe wat u trust n stop believe wat other ppl trust..make a better choice before make any decision..wrong choice wil make u regret n regret...i muz appreciate wat i learn tis time..
*8 more days*
*8 more days*
Friday, November 6, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
@Assignment@~^Happy^
Juz week 3,but some assignment come visit me ad..they reli gud,never forget me...i also dunno wat the assignmnet nid to do...PROTON???HYUNDAI???nid do wat i also dunno...2 more week wan mid term ad but i still everyday sit in front my laptop watch pps,play online game,fb-ing n msn-ing...i still rmb that before sem2,i tell myself,i muz study hard to achieve at least 3.0 but i lead a dissipated life..haiz..today quite happy de,i found that after all thing settle,my life become happy...no more sadness..i nonid to wear mask everyday now,coz without mask,i also happy..hehe...today so tired dunno y...actually not only today juz tired ,i evryday tired de...hahaha
*7 days more for TB12 bbq*
*11 days more,countdown*
*7 days more for TB12 bbq*
*11 days more,countdown*
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Monday, November 2, 2009
Rainbow...
After raining sure have rainbow...so it mean that everything around me become better and better n hope this situation can continue..No more unhappy coz the rain bring it all go away ad,juz left the happiness and rainbow to me..^^
erm....sry o,the card got a little bit ugly,hope that u dun mind..^^after few minute is ur birthday ad,so i giv u a present,that is rain n rainbow,giv u rain hope can bring away unhappy thing n giv u rainbow to hope u become better n better..
present to U..Rainbow^^
erm....sry o,the card got a little bit ugly,hope that u dun mind..^^after few minute is ur birthday ad,so i giv u a present,that is rain n rainbow,giv u rain hope can bring away unhappy thing n giv u rainbow to hope u become better n better..
present to U..Rainbow^^
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Raining Season?!
Tis few day keep on raining..Isit that raining season now..i like raining so i hopefully can rain everyday..when there was a raining day,i can sleep well,my mood will become better and better,isit the rain bring my unhappiness go away?I prefer the rain with the thunder,it is so cool..when i heard the thunder sound,it make me feel relive and so relax..i always think that,everytime i unhappy,there muz be a raining day,so the weather represent my mood ...after raining day,there as a rainbow,it i so nice..look at the rainbow,my mind so relax..
Dark Cloud...
Woow...
Dark Cloud...
Woow...
Friday, October 30, 2009
Lost Memories
Today my fren suddenly call me and inform me that they will come kampar.
I tot they juz kidding but they reli come to kampar.
At nite,i juz ring them goto utar celebrate mooncake festival.
After i come back from skul,i dunno y,i look like become another person.
I hopefully i get an accident and lost all my memories or i wan o sleep and lost all My memories on the next day.
Lost all my memories equal to my new life but this opportunity wont happen on me .
I nid this new life so i can forget all the thing,i can forget my sadness,my unhappy, and all my thing include my family.
This is not cruel,juz if i wan get the new life ,i muz pay out something,and that thing is my memories betwwen my family and me.
But if i got many time to make choice,i also will choose to lost all my memories,i wan i become more happy ,i dont wan live in the world juz hav me.
May be if i lost all my memories,all thing will start from zero,i nonid to face so many thing i dun wan to face it...
I so painful now..
Everyday,i wan to wear a mask ,it name as mask of happiness..
I nid to act nth happen around me,i am not actress,i not attending mask party and why should i wear the mask n act another person, like a stupid person..
Because too many thing happen around me recently,so it make me almost lost myself,i become another person,is that the result i wan before??
I always tell me self be positive,look forward and dont look back,all this thing juz a small matter and dun think much but i cant do it...
i make a decision,either i lost my memory or i giv up..
Finally is giv up,coz lost memories is not a thing that i can control,only giv up i can control...
I always sit alone and think alone,is that reli the final decision?
am i rite if i do like that?
Am i willing to giv up?of coz some answer is no but i believe my final decision i make,and i wont regret anymore..
I wan let it become part of my history ,let it become my past..starting from now,i wont regret ,i will respect my own decision and follow what i decide before..
Anything had past wont come back again ...
I tot they juz kidding but they reli come to kampar.
At nite,i juz ring them goto utar celebrate mooncake festival.
After i come back from skul,i dunno y,i look like become another person.
I hopefully i get an accident and lost all my memories or i wan o sleep and lost all My memories on the next day.
Lost all my memories equal to my new life but this opportunity wont happen on me .
I nid this new life so i can forget all the thing,i can forget my sadness,my unhappy, and all my thing include my family.
This is not cruel,juz if i wan get the new life ,i muz pay out something,and that thing is my memories betwwen my family and me.
But if i got many time to make choice,i also will choose to lost all my memories,i wan i become more happy ,i dont wan live in the world juz hav me.
May be if i lost all my memories,all thing will start from zero,i nonid to face so many thing i dun wan to face it...
I so painful now..
Everyday,i wan to wear a mask ,it name as mask of happiness..
I nid to act nth happen around me,i am not actress,i not attending mask party and why should i wear the mask n act another person, like a stupid person..
Because too many thing happen around me recently,so it make me almost lost myself,i become another person,is that the result i wan before??
I always tell me self be positive,look forward and dont look back,all this thing juz a small matter and dun think much but i cant do it...
i make a decision,either i lost my memory or i giv up..
Finally is giv up,coz lost memories is not a thing that i can control,only giv up i can control...
I always sit alone and think alone,is that reli the final decision?
am i rite if i do like that?
Am i willing to giv up?of coz some answer is no but i believe my final decision i make,and i wont regret anymore..
I wan let it become part of my history ,let it become my past..starting from now,i wont regret ,i will respect my own decision and follow what i decide before..
Anything had past wont come back again ...
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Moody?!
erm...y so many happen today although that juz a small matter buut make me so moody.everything i did juz like a idiot,a stupid gurl.At school also same,at home also same...what i did wont get any reply,better i dont want to do it anymore next time.And U,i juz ask u something,u can juz tell me "sry i am moody and i dun wan to talk this topic.."...but u use scold de wor...i not moody isit?but when i am moody,i din release all my anger toward u rite but u did it to me..did u care about my feeling?u think i am a doll isit?i reli nid a shoulder ..i very tired,i nid a shoulder let me take a rest..so thx joshen ...but anyway,i nid 1 ppl shoulder but i think i cant get it...
Monday, October 26, 2009
Happy
I found tat i like to look every prob very big even it juz a small prob...so juz make me so emo n unhappy...after i feel that i put down all the thing n face my prob as normal i become quite happy...i also wan my fern around me happy but i dunno got any method can make them happy when join with me...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Phone theme
wow...i saw prada white theme for my phone..very nice.i like it but it is quite complicated for me if wanna use it as my phone theme..may be i stupid..i tryin to find nice theme for my phone but quite difficult...haiz...i love prada white theme so much...wuwuwu...i wan get it ..got any more easier method??
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
web page design
today is the first day for practical for webpage design.it is quite boring but i still like it.the code make my eye blur n tired...haiz...keep on typing the code when the tutor teaching but after come bck home all this thing gone,my mind juz hav food coz too hungry liao..haha..quite happy today ,dunno y..haha
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Put Down Myself
today is the second day of sem 2. from the first day till second day,i noe many thing.frenship is important n finally i noe my prob.i should learn how to put down myself,coz this is the only big prob for me.put down myself is a hard thing for me but i still nid to try my best to do it .i believe i can do it juz i nid some time.before tat i too selfish n foolish,i juz think about me n din care about other ppl..say sry,thx n welcome is difficult to me,but now i realize it is important so i also nid to learn this three word. not only this ,i also nid to learn how to forgiv someone.before tat,forgiv someone is difficult to me but suddenly i feel tat forgiv important too so i also nid to learn it.i always scold myself,dun think too much,everything is over,so i also nid to throw away my bad habit ,think too much..it make me so....i feel tat it is too many thing nid i learn but all this thing is the thing i muz learn..
**GAMBATEH TO MYSELF**
**GAMBATEH TO MYSELF**
Sunday, October 11, 2009
my mind control me
during tis sem break,i try to dun think about it but it still cant ,my mind keep on think about it...i force myself dun think about it but it make me more emo..so wat can i do..i try to persuade myself nth is happen but my mind keep on remind me there got something happen..wat should i do???T.T
I dun wan think about it ,wat can i do?sleep?after sleep i still keep thinking about it...eat?after finish eating,i still think about it ??/grrrrrrrrr............
Now look like is my mind control me ,not i control my mind...
I dun wan think about it ,wat can i do?sleep?after sleep i still keep thinking about it...eat?after finish eating,i still think about it ??/grrrrrrrrr............
Now look like is my mind control me ,not i control my mind...
Saturday, October 10, 2009
HATE U
i cant tahan u liao....saw anything about u make me crazy..i wan punck u ...i wan kick u...i hate u very much...i hope u disappear infront of me ...u tot hu u r??
*I HATE U VERY MUCH*
*I HATE U VERY MUCH*
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Thx God....^^
finally the final result come out ad...luckily i pass the final..thx God alot..Luckily my final exam pass all, so all the thing i do b4 exam not waste..this is the last minute work for me so i will get this result is good enough to me..i uz hope i dun wan fail any subject..now my last minute work is worth..but anyway,last minute work cant let me achive my goal, so to reach my target,i nid stdy harder,pay more attention,try my best and no more last minute work so i juz can hit my target..Gambateh to me..good luck to me and congratz to me pass all subject..
**I SURE WILL MORE HARDWORKING NEXT SEM TO HIT MY TARGET...PROMISE TO MYSELF**
**I SURE WILL MORE HARDWORKING NEXT SEM TO HIT MY TARGET...PROMISE TO MYSELF**
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
What i hope on next sem..
1 more week wanna start my sem 2 life ad..i hope the time can pass faster so that i can start my sem 2 life faster..i am thinking that,isit that sem 2 will make my university life better,everything will be start from zero or beginning?I hope that my sem 2life is a new life for me..the thing i worry the most is my final exam result..== I dunno how about my result.Fail most of the subject or fail 1 or 2 subject or pass all subject?I think pass all subject is impossible for me...i wan start my new life but i dun wan get my final result..Hopefully all misunderstand will be resolve on next sem..
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Mid-autumn festival
today is mid-autumn festival but very boring leh..wan see moon but raining...so unluckly de..very boring ar...no ppl celebrate wif me,stay home alone...lonely, i am so lonely....haiz...eat mooncake watch tv..= =
**too many misunderstand between us**
**too many misunderstand between us**
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
eat too much @@
Tori Q,takopachi,polar curry puff,laksa,mos burger,laksa,n soup....1 nite eat so many thing make me lausai whole nite...stomach pain whole nite cant sleep..very cham ar..now stomach clear liao..haiz....today can eat many thing,spicy ,sour n oily food all cant eat ar....juz can eat porridge ...T.T
Saturday, September 26, 2009
My Holiday~~
i feel so happy during my sem break..i play so many thing n shop many..it is wonderful..but when i shop,my mind keep on thinking about 1 ppl...i wan share my happiness wif him but it is impossible..but dunno y ,i keep on thinking about him..go where also think about him...haiz...i still cant forget him la...but anyway my sem break feel so good..i like it so much..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Emo~
haiz...actually i quite ok de..not so emo but i dunno after bck from school,i become emo ad..acc test,i exactly dunno how to do..i study all the thing but forget all the thing..i scared i nid to repeat..i dunno how to tell my mum..dunno y i so emo i wan cry now..but i dunno the reason y i wan cry..isit funny rite?everytime go school,i muz been hurt..i dunno y..i juz keep my feeling..finally sem break ad,i nid to go back hometown ad,i nonid goto school n i nonid hurt by other..wat i talk juz like wind....blow it away...watever..should i go bbq tonite??can i enjoy at there or i juz be alone only...i think i go decision in my mind..today is the day i emo the most...i dunno y..dun ask me y...
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Insomnia..Count Sheep```
aiyo..cant sleep leh..how ar..insomnia leh..i lie on my bed,close my eye ,clear my mind n counting the sheep..1,2,3,4,5 until 100,after count until 100 i still cant sleep..i count again..i repeat the same thing 5 times still cant sleep..aiyo...y i insomnia..i too worry my acc test isit?some more i do idiot thing juz now..i keep on thinking how i apologize to my fren tml coz tml is the last day for the first semester..I also think tat how i find myself from getting lost..y i will become like tat ,totally different wif before ad..i think many many thing..but luckily some have answer but some still dun hav answer..cant sleep but dun wan study ,juz come to my blog and bla bla bla many thing...i juz found tat blog reli is a good thing for me..i can write watever i wan ,watever i think at here..I LOVE U SO MUCH,BLOG..^^
sophos,actually i dun wan so emo de,but i dunno y i will become so emo,mayb is too stress..hehe..
*wohoo~~tml nite can go bck hometown lo...happy sia..^^
sophos,actually i dun wan so emo de,but i dunno y i will become so emo,mayb is too stress..hehe..
*wohoo~~tml nite can go bck hometown lo...happy sia..^^
Lost Myself~~@@
i get lost ad...i lost myself...too many thing happen around me,but i cant solve it 1 by 1...i dunno when i get lost...anyone tell me..i wan to find someone to listen about what i say,share my feeling wif me but ...i dunno what can i do..i reli feel tat reli is a pass by now..hope after tml everything will settle..hope i can found back myself again through tis sem break..hopefully...i also hope my fren will help me find myself back but could it be possible?
Monday, September 21, 2009
No Mood & accounting,
i dun wan study accounting la...boring sia..somemore i dunno wat accounting talking about..bla bla bla..ppl go bck celebrate raya..i study accounting at kampar..wat la..dunno y,today mood not so gd..i also dunno y..mayb bcoz of ....so make me not in gd mood..no mood...nth to write ar....grrrrrrrrrrrr..
Saturday, September 19, 2009
S.M.Z.D.P.Y
haiz...s.m.z.d.p.y over ad...i din go..sob sob..most of my fren say very good ,if 10 mark is full mark then they will giv 11 marks..somemore got leng zai n leng lui go..haiz..cant go tat concert juz can download their song n hear lo..haiz..cant go s.m.z.d.p.y.,no leng zai n leng lui let me see...juz ca watch pps only...pity ar me,...haiz...but the purpose tat i wan go s.m.z.d.p.y. is to go meet wif my fren only...nvm la...go back hometown also can go meet them..hehe^^
Friday, September 18, 2009
Feeling......
no ppl will understand what i think n what i feel now..thats not a good feeling ..only the person who giv me their shoulder when i need know what is my real feling.....neglect by ppl de feeling not everyone can noe it..
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Econ paper
I keep on thinking about my econ exam paper just now...y i can't do the question leh..i spend so many time to study,i try my best to study,this is the first time i study so hard but still dunno how to do..disappointed...i dun wan fail tat subject..if i fail mean i nid to repeat the subject..i dun wan =(..i no mood to study my next subject computer study ad....because of econ paper,break all my confidence..speechless now...
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Leave My Persuasive Life...
Today i not in a good mood..the thing happen around me make me down.. this few day i try to persuade myself,is i think too much..our frenship never change but today,i persuade me until i very tired..i want to stop persuading myself ..Really,if our frenship juz gone like tat,i dunno wat can i say ..persuade is not the way to solve the problem between us..today is the day i explode..i very tired..this frenship really difficult to continue....everyday,i try to persuade myself..i think too much..i think too much..i think too much..Just now i think that may be i sleep a while i will become more better..so before i sleep i persuade my again,i think too much...but after i wake up..i think that not i think too much..may be this is true just i don't want to face reality..i scared i lost fren..now i dare to face all the thing ,so i wake up from the persuasive life..No more persuasive life now..I just want to concentrate on my next subject,economic..i must try my best to do my tomorrow exam paper..clear my mind now..my mind just can hav exam only,nothing can put in my mind now..^.^
Monday, September 14, 2009
I Wan Stdy~~T.T
whao..juz finish 2 subject but i feel like lazy to study ad...i reli dunno how to write the word 'FAIL'.i scare the follow subject,acc,eco,cs...i scare tis 3 subject..i poor in tis 3 subject..hu can save me from tis 3 subject..i dun wan fail.i muz study ..can keep on msning n facebooking ..but this sentence i said it before but ..hehe..how can make me study leh??keep my laptop but i will take it out ...throw away but cant la...muz think a way to let my laptop disappear.erm......got wat method leh???
Friday, September 11, 2009
After Public speaking~~
haiz..nth to say..feel so bad..i dunno do many question,so sad.i try my hard to study ad but y i still dunno how to do..if many ppl dunno how to do,is ok..but only me dunno how to do.Most of my fren can do alll..only me..i very scare tat only me nid to repeat tat subject i dun wan la..no mood to study for the next subject now..somemore insomnia again..STRESS,GO AWAY FROM ME ...i dun wan u....now,i juz can say tat ,i am very stress n stress n stress....stress but no mood to study..tis is wat i feel now..hate it..hope tat next subject will better la...
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Before Exam...
Ltr got exam ad..so scared about it..i try my best to memories all yesterday nite but today i wake up n remind a gain,i forget all the thing..hope the paper wont so hard..scare scare ar...anyway,i juz dun wan to fail..
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Weird~
it is weird..final exam is nearer n nearer but i dunno y i still so relax..i got stress but y the stress cant push me to study..i try to study but juz a few minute..after a few minute..automatic le i will tell myself stop study now..somemore got a weird feeling..i dunno how to describe..everytime exam i also will have this feeling..i dunno y....this feeling can be consider as scared..panic...stress...relaxing..confident..all of tis feeling mix together so i dunno either i scare,panic,stress,relaxing or confident..haiz somemore insomnia ..how o??wat goin on wif me??i wan study but my feeling tell me put all the thing behind first,i wan sleep but my feeling tell me i haven finish study yet..wan study but cant..wan sleep also cant ...so wat should i do..dint study mean FAIL..hu can help me....=.=
Oh No~~
Oh no,i dunno y both of my arm n hand keep on shaking..i dunno wat happen leh?isit too stress or eat too much maggi?haiz..watever la...i think back wat id o n wat i say yesterday,i found tat i am wrong ,i shouldn't argue wif him...argue like a idiot..it is not worth..now i believe tat when one person angry,our IQ juz hav 5 years old..so next time cool down first when get angry..n i also nid to thx casper..bcoz of u,u let me realize many thing,u let me noe my attitude got prob..u r rite..i nid to learn how to accept ppl decision n respect ppl decision..i also nid to learn how to control my temper..reli thx you for scolding me...if not i wont wake up from all tis thing...
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Wat I Juz Noe Today......
Jaclyn Jia sry wor...i reli dunno juz u n casper can buy kelvin.....
tis is casper tell me de...
sry wor...
Wendy Lee
no nid sorry .. kelvin is mine! who also cannot buy ! argh!
Jaclyn Jia
but if talk to me properly is better lo...
dun like some ppl,talk to me until like wan fight wif me wor
Casper Winter
who always talk fighting way with me?
Jaclyn Jia
today,i am in gd mood but dunno hu talk to me like fighting juz now....
then juz haha
Casper Winter
oh..ya meh? b4 this,how u talk to me? think la... solo assigment also cannot finish..somemore ask ppl to help...
Casper Winter
somemore wan to check my economic solo assignment... i do alone,still get the highest mark in the class...
Jaclyn Jia
then u geng la...
if u be more responsible,i nonid to check it....
then i din see u get highest mark(mid-term) in class
Casper Winter
more responsible than u lor.. u always waste ppl time waiting for u when doing assignment,class rep late for class...
Casper Winter
forget who is the 1st choose u become class rep when election? forget who choose u in the group?
Jaclyn Jia
if giving me the correct point, nonid to waste so much time lo.....
tutor n lecture din scold u,so u think tat u got enuf qualification to scold me???
Jaclyn Jia
the 1st person sure not u,the person hu choose me in group ,i will thx he or she...so how?
Casper Winter
who the hell do u think u r? just the title class rep only. speak for classes only. everytime when discuss assignment..waster ppl few hours time..
Casper Winter
haha....not me? ask the old group member. priscilla choose u? mei choose u? how yee? wendy? angie?...ask la..
Jaclyn Jia
ya...
i am a title class rep only ....i waste ppl time!!?
yalo...ask u all giv me idea,wat u all giv....
Casper Winter
copy ppl idea somemore!! when we want to gv idea...u say u do finish ed. who wan to gv somemore?
Jaclyn Jia
if hu giv u idea to choose me......
Jaclyn Jia
b4 tat ask u all prepare summore say dun hav idea....
now sasy me bck stole ppl idea..
gd lo..
Casper Winter
i didnt say gv idea....i say who choose u.. i can listen to ppl suggestion..but i make decision to choose!
Jaclyn Jia
OMG!!! U REALLY IS MY GREAT FREN..........U PAY OUT SO MUCH..
SO I NID TO APPRECIATE IT...
OH... THX OUR GREAT CASPER
Jaclyn Jia
so u mean tat
without u, i not a class rep,i will not noe pri n mei they all....
without u ,i am nth
without u , i dun hav fren...
without u ,i fail all my test...... Read More
wothout u ,i cant do anything....am i rite/
Casper Winter
i didnt ask u to do anything... just sometimes listen to other..don always make decision for other...let other make decision for u also.
Casper Winter
u still know them,u still somebody,u will have fren, test..depends on u wan to study or not.
Casper Winter
the way u treat me...still remember? emo? shut up?
Wendy Lee
can stop d arguement ? pls.... PLS.. ths is nt wad i hope for all ths happening..
Jaclyn Jia
hu showing me emo face b4...pls think back how i treat u ,wat u show me....
Casper Winter
ya..stop it! we don wan to say anything at 1st. we hope u change.
Casper Winter
silence and quiet is not emo.
Jaclyn Jia
ya......
is i got prob ..
u dun hav any prob....
i nid to change my attitude.....
u nonid to change ur attitude....
Casper Winter
if u think silence u and quiet is emo...then all the human have to talk 24.7. non-stop for even 1 second
Jaclyn Jia
ya....
silent n quiet juz wan to bring peace to us ...gd
this is wat u wan say...
how bout shwing me the face
Wendy Lee
can stop d arguement ? pls.. PLS.. ths is nt wad i hope for..
Casper Winter
is because u say me emo 1st! who say me for 3 weeks? who?!!
Jaclyn Jia
wendy...
reli sry...
is someone dun wan stop it..
keep on say something...
Casper Winter
i have to bear for 3 weeks? when i say u emo...u say u didnt emo...k ..i trust...but i say i didnt emo...u keep saying it..
Casper Winter
u stop la..
16 minutes ago
Jaclyn Jia
ya........
u rite...
u win....
i am emo..
i am title class rep...... Read More
without u i am nth...
is my attitude got prob...
so i nid to change myself...
Jaclyn Jia
THX OUR GREAT MR CASPER FOR PAYING OUT SO MUCH...
I WILL APPRECIATIATE IT....
Casper Winter
i didnt say anything...is u the 1 who conclude it.. u say like that..then sui bien lor...i cannot do anything =)
Jaclyn Jia
WATEVER LA...
WASTING MY TIME ARGUE WIF THE RUDE PPL BETTER THAN STUDY LO....
WASTING MY TIME...
THIS IS RESULT U WAN...
SO HAPPY OR NOT??... Read More
SURE VERY HAPPY RITE??
**RMB WAT U SAY TO ME TODAY......
Casper Winter
Rude ar? i got say rude word ar? aiya..also wasting my time talking to uncivilized ppl. i rather talk to my dog la. this is not what i wan...is u the 1 who conclude it... everyone can see that u conclude it...
tis is casper tell me de...
sry wor...
Wendy Lee
no nid sorry .. kelvin is mine! who also cannot buy ! argh!
Jaclyn Jia
but if talk to me properly is better lo...
dun like some ppl,talk to me until like wan fight wif me wor
Casper Winter
who always talk fighting way with me?
Jaclyn Jia
today,i am in gd mood but dunno hu talk to me like fighting juz now....
then juz haha
Casper Winter
oh..ya meh? b4 this,how u talk to me? think la... solo assigment also cannot finish..somemore ask ppl to help...
Casper Winter
somemore wan to check my economic solo assignment... i do alone,still get the highest mark in the class...
Jaclyn Jia
then u geng la...
if u be more responsible,i nonid to check it....
then i din see u get highest mark(mid-term) in class
Casper Winter
more responsible than u lor.. u always waste ppl time waiting for u when doing assignment,class rep late for class...
Casper Winter
forget who is the 1st choose u become class rep when election? forget who choose u in the group?
Jaclyn Jia
if giving me the correct point, nonid to waste so much time lo.....
tutor n lecture din scold u,so u think tat u got enuf qualification to scold me???
Jaclyn Jia
the 1st person sure not u,the person hu choose me in group ,i will thx he or she...so how?
Casper Winter
who the hell do u think u r? just the title class rep only. speak for classes only. everytime when discuss assignment..waster ppl few hours time..
Casper Winter
haha....not me? ask the old group member. priscilla choose u? mei choose u? how yee? wendy? angie?...ask la..
Jaclyn Jia
ya...
i am a title class rep only ....i waste ppl time!!?
yalo...ask u all giv me idea,wat u all giv....
Casper Winter
copy ppl idea somemore!! when we want to gv idea...u say u do finish ed. who wan to gv somemore?
Jaclyn Jia
if hu giv u idea to choose me......
Jaclyn Jia
b4 tat ask u all prepare summore say dun hav idea....
now sasy me bck stole ppl idea..
gd lo..
Casper Winter
i didnt say gv idea....i say who choose u.. i can listen to ppl suggestion..but i make decision to choose!
Jaclyn Jia
OMG!!! U REALLY IS MY GREAT FREN..........U PAY OUT SO MUCH..
SO I NID TO APPRECIATE IT...
OH... THX OUR GREAT CASPER
Jaclyn Jia
so u mean tat
without u, i not a class rep,i will not noe pri n mei they all....
without u ,i am nth
without u , i dun hav fren...
without u ,i fail all my test...... Read More
wothout u ,i cant do anything....am i rite/
Casper Winter
i didnt ask u to do anything... just sometimes listen to other..don always make decision for other...let other make decision for u also.
Casper Winter
u still know them,u still somebody,u will have fren, test..depends on u wan to study or not.
Casper Winter
the way u treat me...still remember? emo? shut up?
Wendy Lee
can stop d arguement ? pls.... PLS.. ths is nt wad i hope for all ths happening..
Jaclyn Jia
hu showing me emo face b4...pls think back how i treat u ,wat u show me....
Casper Winter
ya..stop it! we don wan to say anything at 1st. we hope u change.
Casper Winter
silence and quiet is not emo.
Jaclyn Jia
ya......
is i got prob ..
u dun hav any prob....
i nid to change my attitude.....
u nonid to change ur attitude....
Casper Winter
if u think silence u and quiet is emo...then all the human have to talk 24.7. non-stop for even 1 second
Jaclyn Jia
ya....
silent n quiet juz wan to bring peace to us ...gd
this is wat u wan say...
how bout shwing me the face
Wendy Lee
can stop d arguement ? pls.. PLS.. ths is nt wad i hope for..
Casper Winter
is because u say me emo 1st! who say me for 3 weeks? who?!!
Jaclyn Jia
wendy...
reli sry...
is someone dun wan stop it..
keep on say something...
Casper Winter
i have to bear for 3 weeks? when i say u emo...u say u didnt emo...k ..i trust...but i say i didnt emo...u keep saying it..
Casper Winter
u stop la..
16 minutes ago
Jaclyn Jia
ya........
u rite...
u win....
i am emo..
i am title class rep...... Read More
without u i am nth...
is my attitude got prob...
so i nid to change myself...
Jaclyn Jia
THX OUR GREAT MR CASPER FOR PAYING OUT SO MUCH...
I WILL APPRECIATIATE IT....
Casper Winter
i didnt say anything...is u the 1 who conclude it.. u say like that..then sui bien lor...i cannot do anything =)
Jaclyn Jia
WATEVER LA...
WASTING MY TIME ARGUE WIF THE RUDE PPL BETTER THAN STUDY LO....
WASTING MY TIME...
THIS IS RESULT U WAN...
SO HAPPY OR NOT??... Read More
SURE VERY HAPPY RITE??
**RMB WAT U SAY TO ME TODAY......
Casper Winter
Rude ar? i got say rude word ar? aiya..also wasting my time talking to uncivilized ppl. i rather talk to my dog la. this is not what i wan...is u the 1 who conclude it... everyone can see that u conclude it...
Monday, September 7, 2009
Enjoy = Fail??
Study n study..tis not my style..i suppose to enjoy my university life not keep on giving myself stress..this not i wan..i scared i fail my exam..so i juz can study..if let me choose between pass the exam but dint enjoy my universitylife n fail the exam but enjoy university life,then i will choose the first one.i prefer pass my exam..i will try my best to do it...Josphen u r rite,i still hav fren to bck up..thx.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Study~Sleep~
hauz..i force myself to study ,n finally i study but juz 5 min...after 5 min,i fall in sleep..then i tell myself again,after u sleep muz study,but after i wake up,i facebooking~~ haiz..when juz can i study properly...is i keep on like tat,i sure fail n i sure cant master my accounting n other subject...how o??summore i keep on sms-ing wif my fren...cham lo..
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Second time~
i think i will face it again second time...this not wat i hope..i will appreciate it...i will accept all this thing..this is wat i choose before so i nid to face it ....stand up from the first time,now fall down again...so when can i stand up again?
Study..==
haiz..i still no mood to study but i try to force myself to study ..i try my hard to study but i cant memories all the thing ,so why i study until so hard,at the end i gain nth...study so many thin ,waste my time but nth i gain...so wat should i do..stop study??Final exam nearer n nearer ,more stress i gain now,i dun wan fail,i wan get a better result..but i try my hard to study ad...nth go in my brain...USELESS.....y i so useless..haiz...
Friday, September 4, 2009
swt...=.=
swt la.Nobody attend the english class at all.The tutor keep on waiting for us...haiz..the tutor so pity...
haiz..
haiz..
Yeah~I saw the moon...^^
finally i saw the moon...hehe..very nice...i like it.Ty for telling bout the moon.I suppose to be very tired when i going to see the moon but after i saw the moon,all tiredness gone..wow...amazing..^^but,i din take any photo..coz my phone juz 2 megapixel,cant see cleary when tke the photo...haix,waste only...
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