Suffering~

Omg~I start suffering in my sem 2..midterm test+assignment,haiz..I cant relax so much liao,i must start study and do my assignment,i dun wan any last minute work in my sem 2..
i found that i become happier n happier ad,i dunno y..may be all trouble around me has been settle, and i reli start to change my lifestyle..^^

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omg..i getting lazier and lazier.I no mood to study at all,how i goin to face my mid-term test...arghh...my computer wan gg liao...sad

The truth of the world

Yesterday i went to KL watched 2012..Before goin watch at cinema,i watch it before at my home,the first time and the second time i watch 2012 i found the same thing,the ugliness of human being,but i also found that the exist of love...there were so many scene about family love,it was so touch...By the time i watch 2012,i miss my parent,sisters and brother,i thinking that what will i do if tomorrow is last day of the world?I just know that,i will stay beside my family accompany them and i must tell them i love them and apologize to them because i hurt them before..
I hate the ugliness,foolish,greedy and selfish of people but this is the truth..The ugliness of human being will totally showed out when reach the end of the world and there is no wrong of human being ugliness..If i get the ticket to the big ship,i must give it to my family..Because i don't want to leave them and i just escape from the doomsday..But,i really will do that when doomsday coming soon?At that time,will my ugliness control me?I believe i won't let my ugliness control me..
If there is a doomsday on 2012,i must treat my parent well starting now..I will appreciate what i have now..And i must thanks what my family give me..Thank you so much..2012 let me understand more and more knowledge that i can't learn in my university and book..2012 such a nice movie,especially the part of FAMILY LOVE..♥
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i want to sorry to somebody..You say that you won't blame me but i will more comfortable if u blame on me,i can feel you loneliness,sry about it..
This is the last time i said sorry to you,so please don't angry because i know u don't want me say sorry to you because you think that not my fault..
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Thanks my beloved frens,chia ,kui chie and san,give me such wonderful friday,really thx a lot..muackz ..♥

To:Fei Yang

Yesterday(16.11.2009) is you left us and go the the other place's 100 days...In this 100 days,many thing were happen,all the thing is unpredictable..In that time,i try my best to put down all thing about you,i did it but just for few days only,after a few days,i found that i still can't put down..My mind keep on thinking about you.I still remember that when u haven't leave us,you will always back me up..Now, i really miss your sound,your background,and all the thing about you...The thing make me memorable is your laughing sound..I still remember that by the time i tell you i cant go KL with you because of my parent not allow me go,that time you smile at me and say if you ask permission from my parent,did they will let me go,hehe...i can't forget your 'hehe'..
I really miss you so much..I got many thing want to tell you..I will always remember you...

My Birthday~~

today is my birthday,it is quite happy coz at 12am,my housemate n fren celebrate with me...it is suprising ..^^thx rachel,peggy,hoay yan ,xinli,and all my fren hu wish me..thx for the wishes..thx for the birthay cake..hehe..i did a stupid thing ,haha but quite happy..

MId-term~2012~Promise

Mid-term is coming soon but i still lazy to study..i dunno y?I look like a pig now,keep on sleep and sleep and eat.Everyday i tell myself,i should be study hard for my mid-term coz i want be much better than last sem..BUT..may be i tell myself too many time liao,make it no use to me ad..kaka>.<
Many ppl say that 2012 damn nice,i hopefully i can watch tat movie..i reli wan to watch me..
2012 W8 FOR ME.....
I COMING....
2 more days is my bday but ,i can predict that tat day should be quite alone for me,i think no ppl celebrate with me..it will juz seem like past few year,no ppl celebrate with me except my lovely family..
but this year my family not around me,so who will celebrate with me??
Now,i just realize that the word family is meaningful and important for me.

Father
And
Mother
I
Love
You

I miss my mum and dad,long time din't saw both of them ad..
Dad and mum,i promise both of you,i will get a better result compare to last sem,i will try all my best to do all this thing..I reli dun wan make u all disappointed again coz i make u all disappointed too many time ad..
I PROMISE....

2 days.....

~Friend~

Anyone can tell me the true meaning of friend?
Friend is a person give you hand when you needed?
or
Friend is a person who borrow you he/she shoulder when you need?
or
Friend is a person who give you warm when you are cold?
OR
Friend is a person who treat you hot and cold?
or
Friend is a person who will come to find you when he/she need you as well?
or
Friend is a person treat you like a idiot?

So
Who can tell me the true meaning of friend?
Who can tell me how to choose a friend?
Who can tell me in this world got any true friendship?
Who can prove to me his/her friendship?

Friend!!
Friend!!
Friend!!

It is quite difficult to find the word "friend" and "friendship" in my "dictionary" now..
I can't found any definition about "friend" and "friendship" in my dictionary now..

**3 days more**

Countdown~

6 more day...

webpage design~Countdown

webpage design make me so blur....haiz...my brainjuice dry liao also dunno do wrong at where...haiz..
7 more days....

Turning

Tell me you love me
Tell me that you're mine again
tell me you won't turn away
Turn like the season

Turn back to me once again

Circling all the way
Once you were my blue-eyed prince
Walking love from an endless sleep
You made all of my wishes come true
Turning all of my dreams into you
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
But lately i'm losing sleep
Someone else is in your eyes
Won't you turn back to me my love
Won' you stop telling me lies
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you
It is a chance ,a romance
It's a dance we do
Turning in circle we go
Turning like the season
Turning back to me once again
Never let me go
Tell me you love me
Tell me that you're mine again
Tell me you won't turn away
Turn like the season
Turn back to me once again
Circling all the way
Turning and swirling and whirling round you again
Twirling and curling round you again
Turning and burning and yearning round you again
All my life with you

All my life with you..

Dreamcatcher

Hear my silent prair,
heat my quiet call,
Wonder darken loose surround you.

Step in my sigh,
Look inside the light,
You will know that i have found you.

Hear my silent prair,
Heat my quiet call,
Wonder darken loose surround you.

Step in my sigh,
Look inside the light,
You will know that i have found you.

Loss N gain

wat i loss before,i gain it back now..at least i wont feel any regret anymore..from the loss n gain i learn that how to be a soloman...so believe wat u see n dun believe wat other ppl say,believe wat u know n dun believe the rumour,believe wat u trust n stop believe wat other ppl trust..make a better choice before make any decision..wrong choice wil make u regret n regret...i muz appreciate wat i learn tis time..
*8 more days*

Countdown

BBq canlled...sad,sad...
9 more days,countdown..

Countdown..

*6 days more for TB12 bbq*
*10 days more,countdown*

@Assignment@~^Happy^

Juz week 3,but some assignment come visit me ad..they reli gud,never forget me...i also dunno wat the assignmnet nid to do...PROTON???HYUNDAI???nid do wat i also dunno...2 more week wan mid term ad but i still everyday sit in front my laptop watch pps,play online game,fb-ing n msn-ing...i still rmb that before sem2,i tell myself,i muz study hard to achieve at least 3.0 but i lead a dissipated life..haiz..today quite happy de,i found that after all thing settle,my life become happy...no more sadness..i nonid to wear mask everyday now,coz without mask,i also happy..hehe...today so tired dunno y...actually not only today juz tired ,i evryday tired de...hahaha
*7 days more for TB12 bbq*
*11 days more,countdown*

12 more days..

after 12 more days,dunno got ppl rmb or not..hopefully got la...kaka

Rainbow...

After raining sure have rainbow...so it mean that everything around me become better and better n hope this situation can continue..No more unhappy coz the rain bring it all go away ad,juz left the happiness and rainbow to me..^^
erm....sry o,the card got a little bit ugly,hope that u dun mind..^^after few minute is ur birthday ad,so i giv u a present,that is rain n rainbow,giv u rain hope can bring away unhappy thing n giv u rainbow to hope u become better n better..
present to U..Rainbow^^

Raining Season?!

Tis few day keep on raining..Isit that raining season now..i like raining so i hopefully can rain everyday..when there was a raining day,i can sleep well,my mood will become better and better,isit the rain bring my unhappiness go away?I prefer the rain with the thunder,it is so cool..when i heard the thunder sound,it make me feel relive and so relax..i always think that,everytime i unhappy,there muz be a raining day,so the weather represent my mood ...after raining day,there as a rainbow,it i so nice..look at the rainbow,my mind so relax..

Dark Cloud...

Woow...