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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

eat too much @@

Tori Q,takopachi,polar curry puff,laksa,mos burger,laksa,n soup....1 nite eat so many thing make me lausai whole nite...stomach pain whole nite cant sleep..very cham ar..now stomach clear liao..haiz....today can eat many thing,spicy ,sour n oily food all cant eat ar....juz can eat porridge ...T.T

Saturday, September 26, 2009

My Holiday~~

i feel so happy during my sem break..i play so many thing n shop many..it is wonderful..but when i shop,my mind keep on thinking about 1 ppl...i wan share my happiness wif him but it is impossible..but dunno y ,i keep on thinking about him..go where also think about him...haiz...i still cant forget him la...but anyway my sem break feel so good..i like it so much..

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Emo~

haiz...actually i quite ok de..not so emo but i dunno after bck from school,i become emo ad..acc test,i exactly dunno how to do..i study all the thing but forget all the thing..i scared i nid to repeat..i dunno how to tell my mum..dunno y i so emo i wan cry now..but i dunno the reason y i wan cry..isit funny rite?everytime go school,i muz been hurt..i dunno y..i juz keep my feeling..finally sem break ad,i nid to go back hometown ad,i nonid goto school n i nonid hurt by other..wat i talk juz like wind....blow it away...watever..should i go bbq tonite??can i enjoy at there or i juz be alone only...i think i go decision in my mind..today is the day i emo the most...i dunno y..dun ask me y...

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Insomnia..Count Sheep```

aiyo..cant sleep leh..how ar..insomnia leh..i lie on my bed,close my eye ,clear my mind n counting the sheep..1,2,3,4,5 until 100,after count until 100 i still cant sleep..i count again..i repeat the same thing 5 times still cant sleep..aiyo...y i insomnia..i too worry my acc test isit?some more i do idiot thing juz now..i keep on thinking how i apologize to my fren tml coz tml is the last day for the first semester..I also think tat how i find myself from getting lost..y i will become like tat ,totally different wif before ad..i think many many thing..but luckily some have answer but some still dun hav answer..cant sleep but dun wan study ,juz come to my blog and bla bla bla many thing...i juz found tat blog reli is a good thing for me..i can write watever i wan ,watever i think at here..I LOVE U SO MUCH,BLOG..^^
sophos,actually i dun wan so emo de,but i dunno y i will become so emo,mayb is too stress..hehe..
*wohoo~~tml nite can go bck hometown lo...happy sia..^^

Lost Myself~~@@

i get lost ad...i lost myself...too many thing happen around me,but i cant solve it 1 by 1...i dunno when i get lost...anyone tell me..i wan to find someone to listen about what i say,share my feeling wif me but ...i dunno what can i do..i reli feel tat reli is a pass by now..hope after tml everything will settle..hope i can found back myself again through tis sem break..hopefully...i also hope my fren will help me find myself back but could it be possible?

Monday, September 21, 2009

No Mood & accounting,

i dun wan study accounting la...boring sia..somemore i dunno wat accounting talking about..bla bla bla..ppl go bck celebrate raya..i study accounting at kampar..wat la..dunno y,today mood not so gd..i also dunno y..mayb bcoz of ....so make me not in gd mood..no mood...nth to write ar....grrrrrrrrrrrr..

Saturday, September 19, 2009

S.M.Z.D.P.Y

haiz...s.m.z.d.p.y over ad...i din go..sob sob..most of my fren say very good ,if 10 mark is full mark then they will giv 11 marks..somemore got leng zai n leng lui go..haiz..cant go tat concert juz can download their song n hear lo..haiz..cant go s.m.z.d.p.y.,no leng zai n leng lui let me see...juz ca watch pps only...pity ar me,...haiz...but the purpose tat i wan go s.m.z.d.p.y. is to go meet wif my fren only...nvm la...go back hometown also can go meet them..hehe^^

Friday, September 18, 2009

Feeling......

no ppl will understand what i think n what i feel now..thats not a good feeling ..only the person who giv me their shoulder when i need know what is my real feling.....neglect by ppl de feeling not everyone can noe it..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Econ paper

I keep on thinking about my econ exam paper just now...y i can't do the question leh..i spend so many time to study,i try my best to study,this is the first time i study so hard but still dunno how to do..disappointed...i dun wan fail tat subject..if i fail mean i nid to repeat the subject..i dun wan =(..i no mood to study my next subject computer study ad....because of econ paper,break all my confidence..speechless now...

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Leave My Persuasive Life...

Today i not in a good mood..the thing happen around me make me down.. this few day i try to persuade myself,is i think too much..our frenship never change but today,i persuade me until i very tired..i want to stop persuading myself ..Really,if our frenship juz gone like tat,i dunno wat can i say ..persuade is not the way to solve the problem between us..today is the day i explode..i very tired..this frenship really difficult to continue....everyday,i try to persuade myself..i think too much..i think too much..i think too much..Just now i think that may be i sleep a while i will become more better..so before i sleep i persuade my again,i think too much...but after i wake up..i think that not i think too much..may be this is true just i don't want to face reality..i scared i lost fren..now i dare to face all the thing ,so i wake up from the persuasive life..No more persuasive life now..I just want to concentrate on my next subject,economic..i must try my best to do my tomorrow exam paper..clear my mind now..my mind just can hav exam only,nothing can put in my mind now..^.^

Monday, September 14, 2009

I Wan Stdy~~T.T

whao..juz finish 2 subject but i feel like lazy to study ad...i reli dunno how to write the word 'FAIL'.i scare the follow subject,acc,eco,cs...i scare tis 3 subject..i poor in tis 3 subject..hu can save me from tis 3 subject..i dun wan fail.i muz study ..can keep on msning n facebooking ..but this sentence i said it before but ..hehe..how can make me study leh??keep my laptop but i will take it out ...throw away but cant la...muz think a way to let my laptop disappear.erm......got wat method leh???

Friday, September 11, 2009

After Public speaking~~

haiz..nth to say..feel so bad..i dunno do many question,so sad.i try my hard to study ad but y i still dunno how to do..if many ppl dunno how to do,is ok..but only me dunno how to do.Most of my fren can do alll..only me..i very scare tat only me nid to repeat tat subject i dun wan la..no mood to study for the next subject now..somemore insomnia again..STRESS,GO AWAY FROM ME ...i dun wan u....now,i juz can say tat ,i am very stress n stress n stress....stress but no mood to study..tis is wat i feel now..hate it..hope tat next subject will better la...

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Before Exam...

Ltr got exam ad..so scared about it..i try my best to memories all yesterday nite but today i wake up n remind a gain,i forget all the thing..hope the paper wont so hard..scare scare ar...anyway,i juz dun wan to fail..

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Weird~

it is weird..final exam is nearer n nearer but i dunno y i still so relax..i got stress but y the stress cant push me to study..i try to study but juz a few minute..after a few minute..automatic le i will tell myself stop study now..somemore got a weird feeling..i dunno how to describe..everytime exam i also will have this feeling..i dunno y....this feeling can be consider as scared..panic...stress...relaxing..confident..all of tis feeling mix together so i dunno either i scare,panic,stress,relaxing or confident..haiz somemore insomnia ..how o??wat goin on wif me??i wan study but my feeling tell me put all the thing behind first,i wan sleep but my feeling tell me i haven finish study yet..wan study but cant..wan sleep also cant ...so wat should i do..dint study mean FAIL..hu can help me....=.=

Oh No~~

Oh no,i dunno y both of my arm n hand keep on shaking..i dunno wat happen leh?isit too stress or eat too much maggi?haiz..watever la...i think back wat id o n wat i say yesterday,i found tat i am wrong ,i shouldn't argue wif him...argue like a idiot..it is not worth..now i believe tat when one person angry,our IQ juz hav 5 years old..so next time cool down first when get angry..n i also nid to thx casper..bcoz of u,u let me realize many thing,u let me noe my attitude got prob..u r rite..i nid to learn how to accept ppl decision n respect ppl decision..i also nid to learn how to control my temper..reli thx you for scolding me...if not i wont wake up from all tis thing...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Wat I Juz Noe Today......

Jaclyn Jia sry wor...i reli dunno juz u n casper can buy kelvin.....
tis is casper tell me de...
sry wor...
Wendy Lee
no nid sorry .. kelvin is mine! who also cannot buy ! argh!

Jaclyn Jia
but if talk to me properly is better lo...
dun like some ppl,talk to me until like wan fight wif me wor

Casper Winter
who always talk fighting way with me?

Jaclyn Jia
today,i am in gd mood but dunno hu talk to me like fighting juz now....
then juz haha


Casper Winter
oh..ya meh? b4 this,how u talk to me? think la... solo assigment also cannot finish..somemore ask ppl to help...

Casper Winter
somemore wan to check my economic solo assignment... i do alone,still get the highest mark in the class...

Jaclyn Jia
then u geng la...
if u be more responsible,i nonid to check it....
then i din see u get highest mark(mid-term) in class


Casper Winter
more responsible than u lor.. u always waste ppl time waiting for u when doing assignment,class rep late for class...

Casper Winter
forget who is the 1st choose u become class rep when election? forget who choose u in the group?

Jaclyn Jia
if giving me the correct point, nonid to waste so much time lo.....
tutor n lecture din scold u,so u think tat u got enuf qualification to scold me???

Jaclyn Jia
the 1st person sure not u,the person hu choose me in group ,i will thx he or she...so how?

Casper Winter
who the hell do u think u r? just the title class rep only. speak for classes only. everytime when discuss assignment..waster ppl few hours time..

Casper Winter
haha....not me? ask the old group member. priscilla choose u? mei choose u? how yee? wendy? angie?...ask la..

Jaclyn Jia
ya...
i am a title class rep only ....i waste ppl time!!?
yalo...ask u all giv me idea,wat u all giv....

Casper Winter
copy ppl idea somemore!! when we want to gv idea...u say u do finish ed. who wan to gv somemore?

Jaclyn Jia
if hu giv u idea to choose me......

Jaclyn Jia
b4 tat ask u all prepare summore say dun hav idea....
now sasy me bck stole ppl idea..
gd lo..

Casper Winter
i didnt say gv idea....i say who choose u.. i can listen to ppl suggestion..but i make decision to choose!
Jaclyn Jia
OMG!!! U REALLY IS MY GREAT FREN..........U PAY OUT SO MUCH..
SO I NID TO APPRECIATE IT...
OH... THX OUR GREAT CASPER

Jaclyn Jia
so u mean tat
without u, i not a class rep,i will not noe pri n mei they all....
without u ,i am nth
without u , i dun hav fren...
without u ,i fail all my test...... Read More
wothout u ,i cant do anything....am i rite/
Casper Winter
i didnt ask u to do anything... just sometimes listen to other..don always make decision for other...let other make decision for u also.

Casper Winter
u still know them,u still somebody,u will have fren, test..depends on u wan to study or not.
Casper Winter
the way u treat me...still remember? emo? shut up?

Wendy Lee
can stop d arguement ? pls.... PLS.. ths is nt wad i hope for all ths happening..

Jaclyn Jia
hu showing me emo face b4...pls think back how i treat u ,wat u show me....

Casper Winter
ya..stop it! we don wan to say anything at 1st. we hope u change.

Casper Winter
silence and quiet is not emo.

Jaclyn Jia
ya......
is i got prob ..
u dun hav any prob....
i nid to change my attitude.....
u nonid to change ur attitude....

Casper Winter
if u think silence u and quiet is emo...then all the human have to talk 24.7. non-stop for even 1 second

Jaclyn Jia
ya....
silent n quiet juz wan to bring peace to us ...gd
this is wat u wan say...
how bout shwing me the face

Wendy Lee
can stop d arguement ? pls.. PLS.. ths is nt wad i hope for..
Casper Winter
is because u say me emo 1st! who say me for 3 weeks? who?!!

Jaclyn Jia
wendy...
reli sry...
is someone dun wan stop it..
keep on say something...

Casper Winter
i have to bear for 3 weeks? when i say u emo...u say u didnt emo...k ..i trust...but i say i didnt emo...u keep saying it..

Casper Winter
u stop la..
16 minutes ago

Jaclyn Jia
ya........
u rite...
u win....
i am emo..
i am title class rep...... Read More
without u i am nth...
is my attitude got prob...
so i nid to change myself...


Jaclyn Jia
THX OUR GREAT MR CASPER FOR PAYING OUT SO MUCH...
I WILL APPRECIATIATE IT....


Casper Winter
i didnt say anything...is u the 1 who conclude it.. u say like that..then sui bien lor...i cannot do anything =)

Jaclyn Jia
WATEVER LA...
WASTING MY TIME ARGUE WIF THE RUDE PPL BETTER THAN STUDY LO....
WASTING MY TIME...
THIS IS RESULT U WAN...
SO HAPPY OR NOT??... Read More
SURE VERY HAPPY RITE??
**RMB WAT U SAY TO ME TODAY......

Casper Winter
Rude ar? i got say rude word ar? aiya..also wasting my time talking to uncivilized ppl. i rather talk to my dog la. this is not what i wan...is u the 1 who conclude it... everyone can see that u conclude it...

Monday, September 7, 2009

Enjoy = Fail??

Study n study..tis not my style..i suppose to enjoy my university life not keep on giving myself stress..this not i wan..i scared i fail my exam..so i juz can study..if let me choose between pass the exam but dint enjoy my universitylife n fail the exam but enjoy university life,then i will choose the first one.i prefer pass my exam..i will try my best to do it...Josphen u r rite,i still hav fren to bck up..thx.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Study~Sleep~

hauz..i force myself to study ,n finally i study but juz 5 min...after 5 min,i fall in sleep..then i tell myself again,after u sleep muz study,but after i wake up,i facebooking~~ haiz..when juz can i study properly...is i keep on like tat,i sure fail n i sure cant master my accounting n other subject...how o??summore i keep on sms-ing wif my fren...cham lo..

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Second time~

i think i will face it again second time...this not wat i hope..i will appreciate it...i will accept all this thing..this is wat i choose before so i nid to face it ....stand up from the first time,now fall down again...so when can i stand up again?

Crazy~~

seriously la...i very stress...hu can help me...accounting make me stress la...

Study..==

haiz..i still no mood to study but i try to force myself to study ..i try my hard to study but i cant memories all the thing ,so why i study until so hard,at the end i gain nth...study so many thin ,waste my time but nth i gain...so wat should i do..stop study??Final exam nearer n nearer ,more stress i gain now,i dun wan fail,i wan get a better result..but i try my hard to study ad...nth go in my brain...USELESS.....y i so useless..haiz...

Friday, September 4, 2009

swt...=.=

swt la.Nobody attend the english class at all.The tutor keep on waiting for us...haiz..the tutor so pity...
haiz..

Yeah~I saw the moon...^^

finally i saw the moon...hehe..very nice...i like it.Ty for telling bout the moon.I suppose to be very tired when i going to see the moon but after i saw the moon,all tiredness gone..wow...amazing..^^but,i din take any photo..coz my phone juz 2 megapixel,cant see cleary when tke the photo...haix,waste only...

Moon~

arghhh... i wan see the moon....today still hav???hopefully got....=.=