U~

it is true, i get a great present on my bday although it it late~it is the great present i had receive~tat present is u ~
i dun think tat we will together,u love me more than i love u,ur love more than my expectation~
bcoz of tis,u make me confuse,i try to tell myself,dun make u angry n dissapointed,but i dunno how many time did i hurt u,i dunno how many time i let u dissapointed,but u never release ur anger to me . This make me so touch,i reli dun understand ,y u can accept an emo person like me ,i keep on release my anger on u but u dint blame on me.when i do any wrong thing,u juz forgiv me,the reason is ,u too love me~rmb tat day u say tat u very tired,actually i noe wat u think,tat doesn't bring the meaning "tired",it bring another meaning but u din tell me,u choose to tell other ppl and lie on me,do u noe wat is my feeling,i try to believe wat u tell me but i cant do it,i dunno y,may be i reli too love u n dun wan u miss from my hand...i reli dunno ,how long can us walk together?u too kind ,i too emo,u keep on tolerate me but i keep on release my anger on u..i cant imagine tat if u explore in one day,wat will happen on u n me...

Ntg to do

I dint play blog for a long time ad.This should be the happy thing.I will only go blog when i was sad n nobody want hear about me.I reli nid to thx all my fren for giving me nice day everyday.
I found that a weird feeling come toward me,i not sure wat is tat feeling,is love?or juz a habit?i also dunno,may be i nid to analyse first then i juz will noe~

Suffering~

Omg~I start suffering in my sem 2..midterm test+assignment,haiz..I cant relax so much liao,i must start study and do my assignment,i dun wan any last minute work in my sem 2..
i found that i become happier n happier ad,i dunno y..may be all trouble around me has been settle, and i reli start to change my lifestyle..^^

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omg..i getting lazier and lazier.I no mood to study at all,how i goin to face my mid-term test...arghh...my computer wan gg liao...sad

The truth of the world

Yesterday i went to KL watched 2012..Before goin watch at cinema,i watch it before at my home,the first time and the second time i watch 2012 i found the same thing,the ugliness of human being,but i also found that the exist of love...there were so many scene about family love,it was so touch...By the time i watch 2012,i miss my parent,sisters and brother,i thinking that what will i do if tomorrow is last day of the world?I just know that,i will stay beside my family accompany them and i must tell them i love them and apologize to them because i hurt them before..
I hate the ugliness,foolish,greedy and selfish of people but this is the truth..The ugliness of human being will totally showed out when reach the end of the world and there is no wrong of human being ugliness..If i get the ticket to the big ship,i must give it to my family..Because i don't want to leave them and i just escape from the doomsday..But,i really will do that when doomsday coming soon?At that time,will my ugliness control me?I believe i won't let my ugliness control me..
If there is a doomsday on 2012,i must treat my parent well starting now..I will appreciate what i have now..And i must thanks what my family give me..Thank you so much..2012 let me understand more and more knowledge that i can't learn in my university and book..2012 such a nice movie,especially the part of FAMILY LOVE..♥
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i want to sorry to somebody..You say that you won't blame me but i will more comfortable if u blame on me,i can feel you loneliness,sry about it..
This is the last time i said sorry to you,so please don't angry because i know u don't want me say sorry to you because you think that not my fault..
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Thanks my beloved frens,chia ,kui chie and san,give me such wonderful friday,really thx a lot..muackz ..♥

To:Fei Yang

Yesterday(16.11.2009) is you left us and go the the other place's 100 days...In this 100 days,many thing were happen,all the thing is unpredictable..In that time,i try my best to put down all thing about you,i did it but just for few days only,after a few days,i found that i still can't put down..My mind keep on thinking about you.I still remember that when u haven't leave us,you will always back me up..Now, i really miss your sound,your background,and all the thing about you...The thing make me memorable is your laughing sound..I still remember that by the time i tell you i cant go KL with you because of my parent not allow me go,that time you smile at me and say if you ask permission from my parent,did they will let me go,hehe...i can't forget your 'hehe'..
I really miss you so much..I got many thing want to tell you..I will always remember you...

My Birthday~~

today is my birthday,it is quite happy coz at 12am,my housemate n fren celebrate with me...it is suprising ..^^thx rachel,peggy,hoay yan ,xinli,and all my fren hu wish me..thx for the wishes..thx for the birthay cake..hehe..i did a stupid thing ,haha but quite happy..